Supposedly my denomination was going to call me in January to continue reviewing getting my license back.
It is hard not to lose heart and faith sometimes. It is essentially cruel, emotionally and spiritually abusive in some ways to string someone along about their calling.
The Bible says, not to lose heart in doing good, I haven't lost heart in that - nor have I lost a sense of calling - some days it is so strong - it is all I can think of doing.
Long lapses between posts don't mean I have forgotten.